Saturday, September 09, 2006
hey dudes....its been long since i blogged again ar....hows everyone doing??
this weeks have been busy....i have started to work in my father's company....man i thought doing installation is easy like piece of cake...but who the hell know...is so diff when u are out field doing it sia...looking at those messy cables in the cupboard...man is killing....
althought this few weeks have been working out...i don't feel happy at all...is not the working tat is making me unhappy although is tiring...but is i have a uneasy feeling inside me....i dunnoe y...haiz....have been mooding these few days....trying to cheer up but diff....sometime i am thinkin wat is the problem wif me..is it me or am i juz crazy....man i really dun understand it sia..
today...finally the long waited sport climbing lvl 2....man i thought climbing only need the skills to do the climbin...after attending today course i found out tat there are so much thoery behind so many things...like tying of ropes....this drove me nuts man...i juz can't get the understanding of how to tie it to the correct one....today also have the fear of lead climbing...so long lead climbing wif my cousin i didn't fall..till tat day..the fear is there...moreover the person belaying today is not my cousin...oh god is someone i dun know and i have to give the trust to him which i only bearly know him for 1hr??...tml is the course test to get the cert....it is so long....but ain't confidence at all...cause at one point i still need to do my own ancohor point...man...this is another diff stuff for me...hope to pass dude...so finally i have a lvl 2 card in my wallet another card to show off...lol...kidding...juz to learn more things...
finally....next week...got another dive coming up...also another long waiting thing i wanting to do...at tat time i going to take up my deep and night dive....after tat i will be an advance diver...fast ar??..na i think is slow le....i wanna continue man...i still got kayaking to complete...i dun wanna stop all these half way...all is juz too cool now sia....
alrights dudes...tat for all now....hope to get my long waiting cert tml...wish my luck man....oh god....
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