Sunday, October 01, 2006
yo dudes...so hows all ya week....back again...and it seems like only weekend i do my posting huh...sometime i really dun know wat to write abt....
okie...life as usual..working...slping and playing computer games...tat all..so sch going to start soon tat means back to the boring life of mine again studying...coming to think of tat...i juz notice tat time juz passes so fast....u might think is like it is the starting of 2006 but juz a turn is already going or coming near end of 2006 a few mroe months to go...man i also dun know wat getting into me nowadays..juz liek to think on the bad side ba...and is more and more now...something how i wish life is simple and carefree...but is ain't tat easy ba...
has not been climbing...kayaking...diving...all this activity like has coem to an end as it seems...although i know is the time tat is having the problem for me to go but i promise myself i will wanna at least climb before my sch reopen...haiz...
life has seems much more quiet den usual to me...like going to work...now i am all alone...not much of laugher...and in myself i think i found a quiet side of me again...dun know why juz dun feel like talking tat much nowadays....and have been thinking who am i on the real side...i really dun understand myself...and how am i going to understand pple...is like so stupid....problems have arise to me and i am juz leaving it aside...trying to forget but something it keeps coming back to me...i know i need to face it but how am i going to face it...this feeling sucks to the core..
now...wat am i doing...nthing juz writing on this post...wif alot of confusion inside me...it really bothers me alot wat is really inside me..this is a knot tat i am not able to untie it..i really dun know wat is happening in me...so.....nvm.....
kk going off now...maybe i am juz crapping alot in here ba...maybe i am trying to express something inside me...but i really dun know...i juz dun know...
cheers dudes...
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