Thursday, December 07, 2006
yo peeps...hows the week so far ya....haha....
so now is early in the morning 0230hr in thursday morning....hmmm..y ain't i not in bed...cause i wanna catch man u game later...haha...so chiong all my way thru prison break season 2....but found out in the end the episode 12 right at the last few mins came out wif a problem...but i am able to continue to 13 so is still alright...haha...
as for monday....hmmm....went to sch at 1200 as lesson start tat time....so nthing much happen in sch...the same.....study and study and more study...so took in quite alot of things in one day...so went thru it and even thru the night class...amazed ar....haha....
so tuesday....went back to work....as there is quite a number of things to do la....so morning went off wif my dad and had breakfast...when reached...was ask to go do some programming...which is alot of them...stun by it too...due to not going out to field as often....i like forget how to tell customer things...haha...but before i left asked and got it figure out...a tiring day for me...as i went to alot of places in singapore...first so to tampines courts...the new one...damm it was big and it took some time for me to get the programming done...den off to tampines interchange one of the shop and program and den took a train down to jurong....den off to boon lay....den to toa payoh and to thomson plaza...all this took me alot of time....and even got drench in the heavy rain...haha....
wednesday...as usual went to sch...and play bb...and was PS by one of my friend....prayed for rain and den said there is something on so left....oh bother....wat the hell....shall not say more abt it....but overall in the end the game was nice....
now...i really dun know wat to do for the next 1hr....but something tat juz struck my mind...i dun know....is like...i have a sudden feel tat...somethings is gone and u want it get it back is very diff...and it seems so hard and each time u try getting it back...it drift further and further from u...i dun know...i'm confuse actually....i really dun know wat my mind and heart is thinking...things flown back into me again and again...trying not to think but i juz think and see things again...wat i seen is the things tat happen 2 years ago...and is like so....i juz dun know how to phrase it...but back den...when tat happen i was ask to carry on wif my life...i did...but it ain't right carrying on without you....i really don't know...pple asked me...y not given up...i dun know...thinking flowing thru my head is fast....blur....but wat i feel now is hoping tat i can juz carry on the days like i have been going on for 2 years and is to live in a happy go lucky way....i really hope....
i really dun know wat i am feeling now...so.........nvm.......enjoy the rest of the weeks....ciaoz......
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