Thursday, May 17, 2007
hey dudes...how the week so far...haha...
okie i guess u all should know i got nthing to do tat y started to blog again..hahaha...i guess i open this is just to kill time when i have nthing to do...cool right i guess is stupid also...haha...
hmmm...for me so far so gd ba...i guess things do change alot...guess i soon going to have to accpect it..but actually i also has no mental prepare for it at all so i also dun know wat i thinking and talking at this point...
for today...hmmm....afternoon lesson so can say the first time i really sat there at listen to wat the teacher is talking cause i find it today topic seems super important if i dun understand i will not be able to do it myself...cause i admit i am one stupid guy...heehee....so is also the first time i really sat in tat boring loner class of mine...power right...haha....
sadden by alot of things....haiz....firstly the comic i now finally started to buy and collect has alot of loop hole inside lor...is like wat the fuck can...i finally decided to buy and in the end will not be printing till sometime...guess is going to wait for very long le..haiz...secondly...i also dun know wat is happen to me...i really dun know...i am so beaten down this time...as i said in the earlier part i really dun know...i really really guess i am getting so stupid and such a loser ba...or maybe i am meant to be be now...so...i dun know...now is these 3 words i have in mind....
so after sch and northpoint i went home den went to run...man napfa is coming on the 06/06...and is too fast..actually wanted to run out everything tat is trap in me i guess i still long i reach tat point...haiz...den after went to play basketball...is it so long since i really felt so shag out...am really really shag out...hope tonight when i slp i will not be thinking of too much...haiz....
although it seems to be sad post or emo post for myself but have a gd new...morning receive an unexpected call from the esplande...haha...after so long they reply me...i am going for their interview...oh my god...and i am really excited...cause is like finally i can try somewhere new in ushering...haha...although heard alot tat it is not nice working there i guess i will give it a try it i manage to pass the interview...so wish me luck ba...although i can tell u i am super super low in confidence now...juz too much things happen tat i guess i have look down on myself alot le...
hmmm....i dun know...maybe i will going to MIA soon...real soon...so if u all happen to sms me msg me or call i never pick up tats mean i have already MIA so dun be suprise...i dun know how long it will be...so......same three words again..."i dun know".....
going off now...ciaoz....take cares to all and enjoy the coming weekend....
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