Saturday, June 16, 2007
bloggin now to kill sometime again...
today time passes rather fast...finally was abt to see how my new grandma's house look like le...gosh...the so call house is like two of my room lor...or can say i go to malaysia the room i stay in like tat lor...is small sia...and as wat from wat my cousin say...is super near the mrt and guess wat u can keep hearing train coming here and there...man....how my grandma going to adapt to tat..shall see...
so went over there to help up in the clean up...was rather fast in the cleanin as said it is small house after all...so cousins and aunty and my mum of coz grandma was there...during the cleaning have lots of fun and laughter..but after tat all was tired out den is time to go home...when reach home..as said my job was to mop the floor and this wek haven mop yet so started mopping the floor and finish my bathe also till now...is another kind of exercise afterall...haha....
hmmm...have a funny feeling on my left leg...i dun know whether is tat time the back injury tat casue it to have this feeling again...have sometime i really have no feeling on my left leg...not even the strength to move my left leg...dun know wat is it la...but will keep it from my parents or else world war is going to start again...and den in the end i will be the one not happy again...
okie...guess i shall stop here cause i also dun know wat to write le...nthing in mind as had a slpless nigth again till morning 5/6 plus...ciaoz...enjoy ur weekend....
i think i shall slowly back out from wat i have started..cause i'm slowly losing my own confidence inmyself..although i know many pple will say if i dun try i will never know..i guess i rather give up this dream den losing to a person i can talk to freely...i finally believe tat dreams will never come true..cause i have once dreamt me and u together..guess i so far far far away from this dream le...
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