Sunday, June 24, 2007
hey hows everyone weekends...it has finally come to an end ya...time flies and it seems so fast for everything..gosh can time juz slow down and the pace of our lives...
so sunday..my things...as usual...morning basketball and afternoon lifeguard cse...today rather not tired but is juz feeling very hot on my arms and shoulders...cause sat went kayaking so already so called burnt and for today is like so hot a day again..so had an extra tan in the end..so now i am like one red red cook crab...steam one ok....
sch reopening tml le..and 2 weeks seems so fast ar..guess is because i have been working tat y i feel is like so fast cause at least i have things to do..but hor...oh my god..tml my first paper and i have yet to study and i only know abit only...ya abit only...shit pray hard later i can get those other important factors into my brain cause too much thoery le...cannot get in at all..
hmmm...going be a new week so also dun know wat am i expecting from this new week also...cause to me my life is meaningless nthing to look forward at all de...juz living a day by day...wat a life ya...
going off now..nthing much to write...having mood swing again...feeling moodless...sian and all kinds of feelings mixing up...haiz....
ciaoz take care all..enjoy new week...
haiz...always seeing ur personal nick becoming so negative i'm so worried..how i wish i can care or at least help u but sometime i juz feel so useless tat i can't even help u out..sometime dare not irritate u too much..haiz...how..can someone juz save me..guess each day i'm falling deeper..now juz hoping to see u happy tat all i always wans and see..seeing u happy and enjoying urself i feel much better...stay happy okie...
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