Thursday, June 28, 2007
hows everyone so far??? mid week le...and time seems traveling like a speed of light ya...is wednesday le..or should i say thurs morning le...weekend is coming soon le...happy for tat??? i dun know myself too...
this two days really slack at home la..den really many many thoughts came into my mind..slpless night as usual...but wat to do...after some hours of toss and turn i finally manage to slp la...dun know gd or bad la...later the better i also dun know can make it anot la...cause i seriously freaking hate tat paper...i never understand a thing from tat...haha..so lets prey wat i have studied all can be use tml..pray sia...
dun know lei...juz got a mood to write something but dun know wat to write now...like so rooted here staring at the screen..haha...maybe i siao le la...hmmm..can say tat ba....
but after today jogging juz feel much more better also...although got think la..but after tat when i stop i can really feel my jelly legs..haha..den left leg again...shit tat leg la..i dun know wat will happen to my tat leg..the pain is like getting worst and i trying to ren...now when i wanna wear my socks or shoes i bend back i can feel a super sharpe pain den after i totally can't bend back at all..and sometime i sit too long i totally can't feel my left leg...shit man wat happen?? haiz...but dun dare la..i will stop when i finally break down...
oh ya...juz to wanna write and post out...can anyone tell me who am i??? cause i dun know who am i already...i'm so low confidence and moral till i even forget who is this johnathan inside me le...who am i??? seriously tell me honestly..i will not say anything de...even if i am a bastard to u all juz say it ou ya....
okie going off now le...ciaoz...
read something from my friend's blog and i find it very meaningful and i think is true..and i think i will be like wat my friend blog say..seeing u happy is enough although i can't give u happiness i will rather myself suffer..cause i'm not giving the smile when u needed...inother words not there when i am needed..but as long as my heart there is u i am happy le..really...having u in my heart i am happy le...although on the outside i'm ok but deep down inside i am seriously hurt and broken le...
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