Tuesday, June 19, 2007
oh my straight 9 days i'm blogging...i guess this is a place for me really to kill time ba...haha...
today felt rather sianz and no feeling or mood to do anything..haiz....den for tml i'm not working...so i think will be rotting or juz sian going out alone ba..clear some of my thoughts or maybe get wat i am looking for...
for me now everything seems so far away...my heart is like a sunken ship sinking to the bottom of the sea and den breaking into pieces tat can't be mend back at all...
going off now...ciaoz..
guess nthing will change for us...i'm juz so really heartbroken now...my own doing and thinking is really disappointing me...is it true tat love is cruel..i really wish to know...haiz.....how i wish i can tell out but i guess it seems so diff....everything is so far far away...is beyond my reach...
black and white.
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