Sunday, July 01, 2007
hows everyone weekend going on..fun,sad bored,tired or everything or something even more happening??
hmmm...so as usual back blogging to waste some time while juz feel like blogging today..dun know back from lifeguard cse have the mood to blog but didn't cause was doing some project tat need to hand in tml or maybe juz to show show de la...teacherlast min sms me abt sian diao de feeling but who cares sch work is like this...
today as usual..morning basketball den today my playing was abit uneasy for me...i dun know y...at first was ok till played alittle longer and my back and leg start feeling it...at sometime i didn't even feel my left leg moving and i can't even move my leg tat i need to force to move it den causing sudden of pain down my back to my thigh muscle...den my feet now is also swollen la..dun know didn't notice when i was having dinner lor...although still can walk but can feel the sharp pain once awhile...gosh am i injured???
lifeguard cse was rather a new think today...learn abt EPR something like tat la...something like CPR ar...i think was not rather paying attention dun know y...maybe the pain is affecting or something la...but today is something i learn which is new...so when was ask to try it out made alot of mistake la..abt sian but is still trying to remember them down fast cause i think i will need to chiong my lifeguard cse soon cause cousin going oversea training again..haiz...i'm ok but see my cousin life like tat i am starting to think abt my way of life soon..do i wanna be like him or try something else tell me how anyone???thinking of need to chiong i guess i need to brush up some of my swimming skills plus some more stamina is needed and lots of thoery to remember again...argh...how am i going to pass my lifeguard cse..i still wanna continue wif it...casue have the life saving cert 1,2&3 is not a real lifeguard at all...i need to continue further up to BM or even more and i wan..i wan take all these thing before going army..haiz...but i need time..time is the thing everyone is missing...gosh...
guess i blog out a long one today ya...first time or maybe i really feel like writing today la...
i'm still the same...although i'm still feeling lost and help is needed but i think i seen enough and know wat to do..cause i finally found out as long as u happy and when i am needed i can help u out and make u happy i'm happy enough..guess i'm seriously in love wif u..will support in watever u do.i promise!!
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