Saturday, July 28, 2007
is the weekends again le...time flies....esp yesterday cause of working lor...and yesterday i guess is the most bored day at work...is so sian no one to talk to and have fun...bored bored...and nvm..the stress level is always there and i juz get it y is always my counter the one moving causing the crowd to keep coming to my counter and den it always seems like it never end de...but who cares....
so overall of my this week...i guess is bored and night life is getting worst cause i have nthing to do so keep going out doing nthing and like rotting...summarize.....the end.....
hmmm...last night gosh can feel the physical tiredness but once i lay on my bed i can't even slp...dun know y...haiz...is totally cannot slp and i didn't manage to slp till dun know wat time so i also dun know wat happen...all i know i row and row on my bed juz keep rowing...haiz.....guess things are so diff now...
for today wat am i going to do i also dun..guess most of the time will be juz rotting ba...coping myself at home again...and i guess things will start coming in again...haiz....but i also dun know where to go or even best who to ask to go out...i hate town...i hate crowded areas so i guess home is best for me now juz sittin in my room doing nthing and hope i can juz slp...but i guess is so diff slp is a thing i dun know le...haiz...guess tonight gonna find my own program again...thinking whether wanna go drink not...haiz....
tml is the same thing as usual sunday...basketball....den lifeguard...den maybe go out ba...shall see...i guess tml will not be blogging unless i really have nthing to do and wants to start wasting time den i will juz blog again...but i notice i have crappingm ore den blogging...dun know wat comes into my mind now i jzu blog it out...tat wat i am doing....
started to notice tat i hate myself more and more...maybe due to the things i have regret and there is lots of things i really regret...feeling inferior now too and feeling i am stupid...tats all...gtg now ciaoz...enjoy ur weekends and make use of it usefully to all...ciaoz....
is juz me myself and i now...inferior....stupid...regret....
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