Monday, July 23, 2007
ok another slpless night...and i think i got it throuh this time...regret and risk is both something i dun wanna take and have the feeling but guess i can't this time...i have decided on it and i guess will stick to it...
seriously speaking i am totally feeling very regret in wat i have done and to get back where it happen is too long to handle le and i know is going to be diff too but i guess is time for me to say it out and juz regret it for my life even if i have guess wrongly or watever so..its bothering inside me too long...really too long...
although after i think thru my final answer for taking this risk will end up be the same..but y not take it since things have already gone to this..i will juz fall back into the black hole and this time i will juz sit there quietly le...i dun wan to climb out of it anymore cause i regreted doing it...
shall not say more too...am prepare...so...i am quietly falling back in the hole where i was and deeper this time.....
hmmm...i still dun know who u are refering to but i guess i am goin to take the risk tonight...although i know risk taking sucks and i am prepare cause i somehow already feel it..cause i regreted...i regreted showing u feeling towards you..cause i treasure this friendship more than my feelings..i will explain and say all out today..hoping things will go back to the same again...tats all i wanted...haiz....
black and white.
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