Thursday, July 12, 2007
today another sad post again...juz dun know y feelingso sad and is like no mood in doing anything...
project is not getting up to wat i want...haiz...see le also sian...so many many problems...
i'm juz very frustrated...haiz...so many things are juz happen one after another...i know we muz expect the worst all the time but it juz come and goes too fast how am i going to face it...have been always wanting juz to run away but i can't...but in the end i still run away leaving problems unsolve at times...i dun know...dun know these 2 words are coming out again...i know i am running away but i dare not face up again le...haiz....the fact is i have totally no confidence in myself at all...i'm looking at the mirror thinking who am i..i have no more the power to get myself going anymore...no more...all i am thinking is run away and run away...how far can i run..how long i can run i dun know...haiz....
gtg now ciaoz...hope no one is reading all these post cause i not sure is there anyone who reads it...
i dun know...i really missing u...is like something in me is lost...haiz...each day wishing to see u..each day hoping tosee u..hoping u are happy everyday..haiz....i miss u...but doubt u know...
black and white.
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