Saturday, August 04, 2007
weekend is already here le...gosh time flies...another week gone...so thinking now when will i be gone....hmmm...dun know why juz feel this way...there is juz too much why in my head now...why why why why why...and all these why juz can't have an answer....
sickness update...hmmm...getting better...but thinking y can't i juz sick longer..i really dun mind...sick till i die also can...ok tat juz out of my mind i say de...hmmm...feel like trying to get dengue fever...is it nice??? hmmm....i dun know...
life update...slacking at home like a decompose body...rotting till cannot make it liaoz...so is decomposing liaoz lor...den soon i will be gone from my house decompose...only left we my skeleton...ok another thought tat juz came into my mind...haiz...y thinking so much bad things..i dun know...have been thinking alot of bad things...shit myself man...
guess life for my weekend will never be great as usual...y...firstly i juz can't slp at night now...my bed got a virus as i said before...i freraking lay down i juz close my eyes...haiz...wat the hell...so weekend this time round either will be staying at home and rot to the max or go out till late late lor...haiz...freak it la...dun know sia...haiz haiz haiz....
something is trapping inside me...i dun know how to explain...haiz...guess i'm too dumb and noob for anything...i'm juz a useless guy in a world occupying an extra space in the earth taking in thos extra air...if i'm gone i guess the world will be much more free and open ba...cause no need to take an extra care on an extra person...
now is juz me myself and i...i guess my mind is set to sign on...no more much things gonna change my idea of doing tat le...set...although my cousin will scold me dumb stupid or watever...i will not take it into care...my life and my way i have already created myself...something tat is made me guilty for life and something i really regret...only keeping me busy at time i will not think le...will i regret in the near future i dun know...cause i dun see any future in myself at all...i'm like so dead a person le....
guess i have written enough of emo things le....i juz end it wif why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why and lots of why......ciaoz.....
i'mstillvery regretinwatihavedoneseriouslyandiamstillfreakinghatingmyself.
black and white.
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