Friday, November 02, 2007
oh my...times juz flew pass like tat and is like we left 2 months before a new year starts...
bye oct...and hi to nov.....
last mth juz go...and here comes a new month wif lot of things to settle and do...like courses for me to attend...things for me to buy...and is all piling up on nov...and after tat should be getting a job cause after all i spend i think i will go broke for sure...lol....
first event up for me will be next week....dun know wat the arrangement yet...but if everything goes smoothly it will wakeboarding....den on 10 nov my second event...diving in singapore water for "Save Our Sea '07"...this will be the second time join this event...looking forward to it....is like so fast...juz back from aur and i can go back diving after i think like 3 weeks of rest wif out diving...so how can i live wif out u diving...lol....den third and others should be the courses for diving i am taking up...need to study and others stuffs....
so for dec...guess all already all piling up....hope to attend the kayaking expendition....3 days 2 night..and tat will be my first going out for so long juz for kayaking...seems cool...but i will try to make it....cost: 90bucks...haiz...money again i guess....den 8 dec i DIDN'T forget( if u got read..i guess u know who u are) will be attending my friend 21st birthday party...haha...so like first and second week taken up...den will be christmas week i guess juz a medical check up for NS...so tats all for dec for now...but i think more things will come...
yesterday was a rahter fun day for me...nthing much though...juz met up wif friends and chat and seems everyone already know wat their future ones...and everyone lookin great wif the future i guess...and den it make start thinking...should i sign on...everyone is like so outside life...and wat if i sign on...will i have no life....thoughts coming in again...den after was a 811 bus ride back home which i took one round and when i saw my pri sch...i juz found out time juz pass so fast....i was like juz out from Chongfu...den after next round is Orchid Park....den Nanyang...and soon NS and after tat will be my life...wat i need to do and stuffs le...going 20 also...everyone everything changes so fast....it is changing so fast tat we need to think fast on somethings too....i guess juz another blink of eye i will be out working...or even looking for job..and till now i still can't see my own future...wat i wanna do...wat i wanna be...sign on or not...if i dun sign on will i get a job outside...a gd job to juz keep myself and my parents under a roof and pay all the expenses and of coz all my dive trips....
my ans for now: maybe sign on...
seems like all things are getting so fast and i am not ready at all..is life tat??? i dun know...haha...we shall see...
i doubt anyone reads and i dun know y i write...maybe i juz write out to remind myself i guess...den i guess i will stop here....maybe next sat will blog again...after "Save Our Sea"....for now...
CIAOZ.....
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