Saturday, January 12, 2008
two weeks into 2008...
i thought it would be a gd new start for me but who knows things turn out worst...and is not wat i had expected...gosh...i cannot take it man....
within these 2 weeks many things happen...mostly unhappy things...haiz....results for common test out...freak not the result i wan...haiz...study so much turn out like tat is like jumping off a clif...super disappointed although feel like giving up but i know is can't so i will CHIONG....although out of so many results...i only realyl did weel was my Com Skill mock interview...but tat i long knew it was expected so nthing to be happy abt also la....projects are always giving my problem at the wrong time...before holidays it can work..why always after the holidays it will have bug???? sch com have bug i guess so lor...haiz....now juz dun feel like doing it so juz trying to drag it..but have started doing liaoz la.....
some problems at family and friends side again...like so fast lor...2008 2 weeks juz past and so many things...but it will be solve ba i guess...hope so ba....
sometimes i juz think if i always remain slients at home and let u all say will u all be happy...cause wat come out of my mouth is always my fault...and never it will be others...i sometime think i can juz lock myself in the room will do lor...everything i settle in my room...i dun mind taking all those shit lor...but i sometime think is really too much la...cause is not my fault at times and i took the blame and the face of everyone...do u all have a thought of me...tat i am always the one keep quiet letting u all juz say and say...scold and scold...and doing things at will...
guess it another emo post for me again....freak man juz 2 weeks and is like tat le...haiz....how is my 2008 going to continue....
i guess tat for all for now...i also dun know wat to type..only know i am going to grad soon in NYP another 7 more months...haiz...is like so fast....going to stay in NS for life or not i dun know....someone juz tell me???
going off and ciaoz.......................................
black and white.
23:05
